Happy Valentine's Day

Today I'm a little down. I'll try to cheer myself up though. Yesterday I
chose not to go to class. I payed my tuition, we stopped at Best Buy, I
got coffee (89 cal), and we went home. We got home and instead of
going to the gym, we decided to run outside. Apparently I am too much
of a wimp for that. My chest hurt, my stomach hurt, and my ears hurt
within half a mile. I was told to accredit it to the cold weather but either
way I was pissed. It was sweet of Jordan to try and make me feel better about it.
We made dinner and watched We Own The Night. The movie was ok, kind of
slow. I did nothing productive and went to bed at around 9:30. It seemed
like a huge waste of time. I woke up feeling crappy. I ate more than I
should have so when I woke up my tummy was hungry again. I ate a
breakfast sausage and had a little coffee. My day is thrown off. I feel bad
for skipping class, for not working out much, for overeating (I forgot that I
ate 4 M&M's and while it doesn't sound like much they are very sweet
when you aren't eating any candy), for not getting gas (I'm almost on
empty now which messes up my commuting time), and for not feeling
rested even though I took the night off. Now I get up and feel hungry, I've
got a headache and it's Valentine's Day and I know it's dumb but I wish
Jordan and I could do something together. Wow that was the longest whine I've ever
let out. I feel like moping this morning though. I'll try to pull myself out of
it.